what the fuck!

Pagi tadi hari ok je, suddenly bila petang something happen. Ce cite, ce cite..

Cerita dia start camni td ptg ngah sedap2 online suddenly dpt msg drpd celcom kat b.band aku. Msg dia camni..

Plggn yg dihargai,hrp maklum pegunaan anda berjumlah RM101.30 pd 14/02/11 telah mencapai 50%-70% drpd had kredit yg ditetapkan.Info bil: dail *119#.T.Kasih  

What the fuck! (sorry carut, pe aku kisah!) disebabkan msg ni mood aku hari nih cam babi skit, tp xpe aku still bleh control, aku pun x tau nape. Aku pun g lah wat soal siasat kat housemate aku yg slalu pinjam b.band aku, xde plak yg ckap diorg de download pe2 ke....(ntah2 mlas nk ngaku!). After this mmg aku berniat aku akan jadi selfish! Aku xkan senang2 je bg org pinjam b.band aku. Yg aku bg pinjam tu sbb aku kesian. Ni org dh bg p'tolongan xtau nk terima kasih, mmg dasar 'backstabber'. Klau la aku tau perkara camni berlaku, mmg sah2 aku x beli b.band. aku beli nk buat senang keje aku nk cari info utk assignment, tup2 perkara camni plak jadi, mmg tak la kan. So aku harapkan perkara camni x jadi lg for a second time. That's all for update today, xleh nk tulis panjang2 sbb t lame plak then naik lagi bil b.band aku, ok that's all assalamualaikum (^_^)

a morning at college

Update this time in english because I just want to improve my language in english (^_^)


Wake up in the morning about 7.00 am, then heading to bathroom take a shower about 10 minutes. After that get ready to go to collage with my friend. Suddenly I got a call from zul and he ask me whether i'm going to college with him and i'm just said ok. Then I wait him for a while. When zul arrived then we heading straight to college. Actually today we doesn't have any classes, but we just come to college to see our lecture, discussing about our grouping assignment and done some work with Jabatan Pengurusan Mahasiswa. After done all of that,  we go for lunch at 11.00 am. Then i'm texting 'her' and telling 'her' that she got a full mark for 'her' business mathematics quiz (congrats ea e***). Hang out for a while at Restoran Sari Idaman, one of my favorite restaurant because there have many kind of food plus the price is reasonable and affordable, that's why I love to hang out there (^_^). After hang out and having our lunch about 1 hour we going back. The conclusion is so far today there's nothing special. Everything is same like before and I hope today I will have a nice today and i'm gonna finish my homework and assignment.

That's all for update today in the morning if there's weird things happen after this I will update it later, assalamualaikum (^_^)

today or not today

Hari aku kali ini bermula pada pukul 10.30 pagi apabila aku terdengar satu bunyi PAP! (phone aku jatuh dr katil tingkat atas plak tu) aku bangun jenguk tengok fon aku jatuh, biarlah. X lame lpas tu black balek then dia kejut aku dia ckap fon aku jatuh, dia tolong amekkan ltak kat katil aku. Then aku sambung blek tido sbb smalam tido lewat.


About an half-hour later aku terbangun lagi sbb bunyi phone call. Tengok2 zul call, 


Zul : Din jom kuar lpak town, bosan la, ka g mandi dlam kul 1.30 kita g town,


Aku pun ngan muka katil nye bangun g cuci muka gosok gigi, then msak air panas wat milo plus quaker, best kot, kenyang jap. After that trus bkak lappy, layan lagu Bruno Mars, Sara Bareilles and Ingrid Michaelson best kot. Lpas abis layan lagu aku pun main DotA jap (baru blajar hehe) bleh la menang lawan AI dalam setengah jam haha (bukan nk blagak main easy je kot). After that ttup lappy jap g mandi sbb waktu zuhur dah masuk, lpas solat sambung blek dengar lagu, after a few minutes zul pun sampai. Aku siap lagi sikit then simpan lappy, kmas blek skit kunci locker trus keluar. Keluar2 je zul ngah on phone (zul call m** hehe) no details required ok. Then kite org trus heading ke town, aku pun mesej jap 'dia' bgtau nk g town (pahceroh xde respons) x kesah la, maybe dia sibuk (^_^). Tujuan utama g town zul nk cari jacket tuk pakai time dinner, aku teman je. First place kite org g Kuantan Parade, cari2 punye cari de yg berminat tp K.I.V dulu, then heading ke Megamall plak. Sampai2 megamall g restoran aliff dlu makan (lapar dowh, pekena roti nan ngan ayam tandori terbaik dowh, haha) pastu trus masuk megamall cari jaket untuk zul, still xde yg berminat. Suddenly zul dpat msg yg m** nk g town nk cari souvenir. Pastu heading la plak ke ECM. Lepak plak kat sane about 2 hours (bosan gile ntah ape2 aku sorang2). Dlam kul 6.30 camtuh heading back to Kuantan Parade sbb zul nk bli blek jacket yg K.I.V td (smart dowh, haha). Lpas siap beli trus gerak balik.


On the way balik singgah Pasaraya Nirwana kat Batu 3, beli barang dapur jap. Siap2 beli brg dapur trus blek kerumah sewa aku. On the way nk blek kat bypass IM 16 nyaris nk accident, bodoh nye kereta kluar simpang x bg signal, baik xyah de signal. Sampai rumah sewa dlm kul 8.00, trus mandi then makan. After that masa berada diaras garisan (online) chat2 kat facebook then update la blog aku. Sampai di sini sahaje lah untuk sesi update kali ini, assalamualaikum (^_^) 

what love really mean

For the first time I admit this is my favorite love song and I don't know since when I started to hear a love song. The biggest reason why I want to share this song in my blog page is because this song is quite related to me. Another reason is I want to dedicate this song to someone (for those yg dah tau kisah sbnar just let it be a secret between u guys and me), that's all for update today, assalamualaikum (^_^)

He cries in the corner

Where nobody sees

He’s the kid with the story 

No one would believe

He prays every night

“Dear God won’t you please...

Could you send someone here

Who will love me?”

Who will love me for me?

Not for what I have done

Or what I will become

Who will love me for me?

‘Cause nobody has shown me what love

What love really means

What love really means

Her office is shrinking a little each day

She’s the woman whose husband has run away

She’ll go to the gym after working today

Maybe if she was thinner then he would’ve stayed

And she says…

Who’ll love me for me?

Not for what I have done

Or what I will become

Who will love me for me?

‘Cause nobody has shown me what love

What love really means

What love really means

He’s waiting to die

As he sits all alone

He’s a man in a cell

Who regrets what he’s done

He utters a cry from

The depths of his soul

“Oh Lord, forgive me,

I want to go home”

Then he heard a voice

Somewhere deep inside

And it said

“I know you’ve murdered

And I know you’ve lied

And I have watched you suffer

All of your life

And now that you’ll listen

I’ll tell you that I...”

I will love you for you

Not for what you have done

Or what you will become

I will love you for you

I will give you the love

The love that you never knew

I will love you for you

Not for what you have done

Or what you will become

I will love you for you

I will give you the love

The love that you never knew

bright start doesn't mean you have a good ending

Hari ini bermula dgn sebuah senyuman terpancar di muka aku. Bangun pagi walaupun sedikit lewat, tp aku ttap masih ade mood yg cukup baik utk ke kolej. Hari ini berjalan dgn penuh lancar, suddenly start klas, classmate aku yg sorang nih masuk klas ngan muka masam. Habis klas then kiteorg prepare for the next class. On the way nak ke the other class aku pun tanye dia ok x? Then dia senyum kat aku dia kata, ok, xde pape problem pun, ble dia ckap dia ok aku pun trut ok. Then next klas de homework tp ramai x siapkan lg, aku pun just wat sparuh je, plan x nk masuk klas tp classmate aku nih msg dia msuk, aku pun msuk lah, (otw nk blek umah dah) ngan niat nk teman dia plus dpat attendance. Lpas habis je klas td aku pun g la mkan ngan the other classmate ramai2, seronok rasenye walaupun di antara classmate aku nih de je yg bermusuhan. Lpas sattle mkan next class about two hours later, time ni la nk sattlekan sume urusan ngan finance lah, lecturer lah, but it's ok, sume dah sattle, sampailah the last klas, org laen dok study, wat keje, aku boleh plak bincang psal next event yg kne wat, preparation bagai, hehe (^_^). Finally the class is over. Hari ni aku blek ngan 'kembar' aku zul(sbb same tarikh lahir). Thanx a lot zul ka dah bnyak tlg aku, I really appreciate that. Suddenly after maghrib aku rase lain mcm, rase x sdap hati je, then aku pun text la classmate aku nih (walaupun kiteorg xde pape, tp kiteorg saling concern each other). Dia siap nasihat lg aku, sruh bace doa penerang hati bnyk2 (thans ea e*** I really appreciate that). Then aku trus mandi, solat n doa bnyk2 and I feel a lot better after doing that, alhamdulillah syukur Ya Allah. Sampai sini shj untuk sesi update kali nih, esok de quiz n kpd sesiapa yg bace blog nih, wish me luck ok (^_^), I gotta study now, assalamualaikum (^_^)  

i'm back

Ni cerita pasal umah sewa aku, esok dah nk start class so ari ni pun aku baliklah umah sewa aku. Sampai2 je umah sewa trus text elmo bgtau aku dah sampai(^_^). Cam biasa sampai2 je umah sewa aku mmg sunyi gile (sbelah umah hutan kot). Masuk2 umah de dua org je senior (kos lain2) ngah lepak2, aku pun just bg signal ngan menganggukkan kepala (cam keling haha!). Aku pun trus la heading to my room, sampai2 pintu x brkunci, what the fuck! plus de sangkar binatang plak dlam bilik aku. Usha punye usha rupenye de kucing (dah la sangkar kecik, kucing tu plak besar, bodoh btol org yg ltak kucing dlam tu ). Aku pun dgn rasa belas kasihan terhadap binatang, aku keluarkan kucing tuh bg mkan roti (gardenia). Bilik plak kotor ngan serabut cam haram, aku pun kemaskan sangkar kucing tuh letak kat lain then trus start kemas bilik. Aku sapu ngan mop lantai sampai ceroh, boleh nmpak muka (haha cam iklan kat tv plop). Dah siap kemas bilik solat jap, lpas solat basuh baju, (dah cam suri rumah). Ttbe rase bosan then trus open lappy cek facebook then update la blog. Tengah2 update blog TUP! (bunyi chatbox kat facebook). Si kawan lame aku time sekolah menengah dulu shout kat chatbox aku ngan emoticon yg sedih. Aku pun tanye la nape, then dia ckap de problem. Once again aku jd lg tempat mengadu masalah (boleh jadi kaunselor x lame lg). No detail ok psal perbualan kiteorg, tak lame lpas tuh, aku pun continue aku nye update kat blog (selepas di kacau oleh kawan aku td). Aku rase sampai sini je la sesi update aku, perkembangan terbaru akan di update dari semasa ke semasa, kembali ke unit berita di sri pentas (dah cam wartawan plop haha!) Ok that's all assalamualaikum (^_^)

for the whole one week

Cuti seminggu sempena Tahun Baru Cina dah pun nk abis, so dlam update blog kali ni aku nk wat conclusion about the whole week of the holiday. Ape yg aku dah lakukan dlm sepanjang cuti seminggu aku harap ada baik dan buruknya (tp harap lg banyak baik) dan ada membawa perubahan dlm kehidupan seharian aku. Ni la list pe yg aku dah wat time cuti aku

• Skate bersama skate buddy aku (aiman) n geng2 kbs kat skatepark kuantan
• Siapkan assignment 'business mathematics' aku dgn sendiri (before this tiru org je) 
• Habiskan kredit texting ngan 'elmo'
• Habiskan masa online facebook and update blog
• Dengar luahan perasaan dan masalah membe aku (dah mcm kaunselor plak)
• Tolong parents di dapur
• Karaoke with my siblings and my old friends
• Dapat tambah kenalan baru kat skatepark
• Share knowledge with my new friend (bukan cibai2 nye knowledge)

Ok rase nye tu je kut mende baru yg aku dah wat sepanjang cuti aku nih. Before this asyik wat mnde same pahceroh. Harap2 pe yg aku dah lakukan sepanjang cuti nih membuahkan hasil (boleh la jual nanti, haha!). Rasenye sampai sini je lah sesi untuk update kali nih, assalamualaikum (^_^)